If You Forget Me

want to share this lovely poem by Pablo Neruda…

I want you to know one thing
You know how this is

If I look at the crystal moon
At the red branch of the slow autumn at my window
If I touch near the fire the impalpable ash Or the wrinkled body of the log
Everything carries me to you
As if everything that exists - aromas, light, metals
Were little boats that sail toward those isles of yours that wait for me

Well, now
If little by little you stop loving me
I shall stop loving you
Little by little
If suddenly you forget me
Do not look for me
For I shall already have forgotten you

If you think it long and mad the wind of banners that passes through my life
And you decide to leave me at the shore of the heart where I have roots
Remember
That on that day, at that hour, I shall lift my arms
And my roots will set off to seek another land

But, if each day, each hour, you feel that you are destined for me
With implacable sweetness
If each day a flower climbs up to your lips to seek me
Ahh my love, ahh my own, in me all that fire is repeated
In me nothing is extinguished or forgotten
My love feeds on your love, beloved
And as long as you live, it will be in your arms without leaving mine

this too shall pass...

nakakainis na nakakatuwa..

May magugustahan ako… magdedate kami… mahuhulog ako..maiinlab…tapos isang araw malalaman ko, wala na kami o wala na siya..naglahong parang bula… pagkalipas ng maraming araw at panahon… maaalala nya ko..tatawag siya at gusto nya akong makita…

Papayag naman ako…

Sabi nya… “jing, dyou know that nothing compares to you?…dyou know that you’re one in a million? and I want to thank you… because of you, I know the meaning of true love… because you showed me true love…”

kakakilig di ba? Naisip ko nga, nanliligaw ba to??

Pero hindi, dahil ang sumunod nyang sinabi…

“ I’ve met this girl, and we’re now getting married!”

Namputsa!

“ Because of you, i know how I can show her true love. Because of you, I know that this is real love. ”.

Namputsa uli!

“really? Well, that’s good. I’m happy for you..for both of you… and you really don’t need to thank me..”

ang sagot ko kahit na nasa likod ng isip ko eh,

“ ok ka lang??? kailangan nating magkita para lang sabihin mong ikakasal ka na??? dagukan kaya kita???

Hindi naman nagtagal, sinagot ang tanong ko ng may iniabot sya sakin…

Wedding invitation!

“I want you to be there.. I want you to be part of this special day.. please do it for me? You can bring your bf along..”

Haller! Wala na akong bf!!!

“thanks.. but im not sure coz I might have a different schedule by that time.. but if I can, why not. And yes, I’ll bring my bf with me.”

Lech

! Nagkaron pa ko ng problema! San naman ako kukuha ng bf bago ang wedding day nya kung pupunta ako?! May bf for hire ba? Hehehe!

And then he hugged me.. alam ko may sasabihin pa sya.. pero di ko hinayaang lumabas yun sa bibig nya.. di ko hahayaang marinig yun.. so I said goodbye…

Ayaw ko na may isa pa uling magsasabi sakin ng I LOVE YOU, bago siya ikasal.

Tama na yung isa.

Hindi nakaka-flatter. Nakaka-depress pa nga…

Dahil kung mahal mo ako, ako sana kasama mo ngayon… pangalan ko ang nasa wedding invitation…at ako ang ihaharap mo sa altar…

Di ba?

I know you’ll be able to read this. Im not mad,bitter or something. Im just making kwento… so don’t think otherwise.

Ayan! Alam mo na tuloy na wala akong bf! Hehehe!

To you my FRIEND, be happy… love your wife –to- be…and please.. be faithful…

I may have taught you love…if you want refresher, I can do that. Hahahaha! Joke! but no one can teach you to be faithful. It is not something that can be taught and be learned. It has something to do with commitment, conscience and respect. If you have these, faithfulness will follow. Ayt?

Have a good life!

Haayyyyy….. nuninuninuninu…