a minor thingie… can’t seem to get the archives working properly. aargh!!

hmm.. what’s the big deal anyway, i haven’t even decided whether to go public with this blog or what. why do i blog anyway?

mainly because, for me it is an outlet. it is a way to express my feelings and thoughts, especially when i am troubled. it’s also something to do when i’m bored.

so to whom am i expressing these feelings? wala lang. wala naman akong audience eh. so far, this blog is for me and me alone. however, i may decide in the future to go public. why? so that people will know me better? so that when i rant here, i can feel that someone is listening and may even care about the bits and pieces of my life.

so what have i decided? wala muna. lets just keep this a private blog in the meantime.

i was crying awhile ago over a book. I know this sounds crazy but I really can't help it.

Well, there's no denying it... my book buying habit is completely out of control!

i'm not usually an impulsive shopper, but let me loose in a bookstore and its over!

You think I need help? LOL!

haven’t posted much, but i haven’t really been that busy. like today.

today was supposed to be a productive day. i had lined up several things for me to do. and i ended up napping the whole afternoon. oh well. what am i to do. me sleepyhead!

Some days are just so ordinary that they pass you by without you even noticing. You get up, go to work, come home, eat dinner, then go to sleep. Everything is ordinary. Everything is routine. If everyday your life is like that, then what you have is an ordinary life.

I don't ever want to have to settle for the routine and ordinary. Life is too short not to make the most of each day...

I haven't a clue what I'm about to say

But I have things on my mind that just wont go away

I fall into sleep then wake up for work

I'll eat in between 'till I need to repeat

My life is so boring I'm never fulfilled

Whenever I'm happy I'm soon cursing the world

what am I saying I dont really know

But I know deep down I just want to leave up and go

as promised--

and now, i write. i write to capture the bits and pieces of my life, instead of lettng them slip by unnoticed. i write so that i evaluate my life as i live it, which helps me recreate my life into exactly the way i want it.

uh-oh, here i go again waxing sentimental on my blog’s role in my life. let’s just proceed to the updates, shall we?

i miss blogging. there have been days when i would think to myself, “this would be a good thing to blog” when something particularly interesting happens.

after spending most of this day brain dead, i believe i am discovering even more aspects of myself that i have allowed to lay dormant for too long. i have begun to rediscover myself as a writer through blogging.

I also miss writing poems.. oh well, maybe this is a good day, to write a new one!

Starting Over!

I have missed doing it. I decided I will start all over again. Yeah, I will write and blog again!

It's been a while,huh? and it's been hard for me to not do one of the things that make me complete.

So here I am... collecting thoughts, reminiscing moments...

A New year, A better Me!