LSS

I finally gave in to the music I kept hearing in my head. Ever since I got this computer, I had refrained from downloading any mp3s, or even any software that plays music. I had content myself with Windows Media Player for the few times that I needed to listen to any sound files.

But I guess I couldn’t resist for long. There was this song that kept playing in my head, and I wanted to be able to listen to the song whenever I wanted to, instead of waiting for it to come on the radio.

God sent Me an Angel

I was walking along one calm and cloudy day
Feeling down about the problems that had seemed to come my way
My pain was very great and my tears I could not hide
And was calling God to help me as I was hurting deep inside

I then thought about what I’ve believed and how I’ve rarely called
For sometimes I have wondered if God were there at all
As I lifted up my head and looked down that road a spell
I spotted someone coming - from the distance hard to tell

As he got a little closer I could then see all the signs
Of someone who’d been down that road quite a number of times
His clothes were old and dusty and his shoes were pretty worn
But there seemed a glow about him - at least I could have sworn

His face appeared real friendly as he peered up in the sky
He said, the weather is pretty calm today, hope the rain will pass us by
He first talked about the weather, but there seemed to be much more
That we both had in common, except for what we wore

He started talking about his life and the places he had been
And he spoke as if he knew me, like we were next-of-kin
From the problems that he had, to the happy times he found
Our likeness was uncanny and was becoming more profound

We had so much in common - I couldn’t believe how much alike,
That I decided to tag along, we continued on our hike
He said he’s from all over and his name was just like mine,
And hoped one day that we would meet as he had a real short time

I was feeling sort of baffled, as we went on with our walk
But he had held my interest, so I listened as he talked
He said, I know you’re hurting - as your life has been so hard
But it seems today that you found God, where once you’d disregard

From the point that I was calling and was asking for God’s hand,
Is the point where he had first appeared, as this was in God’s plan
He said to take more time for prayer - that I could bend God’s ear
That He is always listening, and He is always near

God knows about my struggles but better times will be ahead,
As long as I keep believing and will no longer be mislead.
We then turned onto a sidewalk and now very close to home,
And it was then it struck me that I was suddenly now alone.

This stopped me in my tracks and I began to call his name
And it was then I understood, why to me that day he came.
I then realized God had heard me, as my Angel He then sent
To relieve me of my worries, and all my discontent.

BZ...

whoah! its been a while since i’ve gone online. i’ve been a bit busier, but i still have some free time left somehow. i just don’t spend it here as often. hmm… parang tinatamad pa ako magkwento. maybe a bit later.

Puerto Galera April 17 to 19, 2009

First time ko to sa Galera. Ok naman. Pero hindi katulad ng inaasahan ko nung naririnig kong mga papuri ng ibang taong nakapunta na dun. Kung tutuusin, mas maganda pa sa Puerto Azul. dun talaga napa-WOW ako!

Anyway, I had so much fun. At yun naman ang importante di ba?

Umalis kami ng Office pasado alas-3. Commute lang kami. Ako, TL Yanna, April at bf nyang si Joel, Si Red at si Belle. At sa loob ng mahigit 1 oras na byahe sa bus papuntang batangas pier alam na namin ni TL Yanna ang lovelife ng bawat isa!



At Mahigit 1 oras ulit ang mahilo-mahilong byahe sa Bangka papuntang Puerto Galera. Di naman ito first time ko na sumakay ng bangka pero first time na maexperience ko ang ganung kalakas na alon! at sa tulong ng pakikinig ng music at walang patid na yosi, nakarating din ako ng Galera ng hindi nasuka!



pagkatapos naming makahanap ng mejo mura murang matutuluyan,e naghanap naman kami ng masarap na makakainan. Sagot ni Tl Yanna! hehehe!






At ano pa nga ba ang susunod na pwedeng gawin? Tattoo Galore!

Naglibot at Uminom at Naligo sa dagat na parang tubig baha-- hahaha. Yun ang ginawa namin nung unang gabi sa Galera.

Kinabukasan, dumating sina Yna At Kate. Sumunod din si Akee. Nakasama rin namin si Dinky (GF nyang si Nina e andun din sa Galera dahil sa trabaho nya).

Kumain, Maglibot, Uminom, Maligo at Uminom pa ng Uminom! Sa loob ng 3 araw, puro yun ang ginawa namin!



We party hard! At nakakatuwa yung mga bading na sumayaw ng Single Ladies! badtrip lang yung mga lasing na ginawang dance floor yung upuan namin! Well, nakaganti naman ako by using their clothes as "basahan"! wahaha!

Gugustuhin ko pa din sigurong bumalik dun.. dahil sa ambience, dahil sa Mindoro Sling, dahil sa Videoke, dahil sa bading na sumayaw ng Single Ladies, at dahil Lakwatsera ako! Yun Yun!

one thing i realized just now: when i entered into the relationship i wasn’t really thinking about what i wanted and what i expected from it. i didn’t ask him what entering into a relationship meant to him. i guess i just wanted to be swept off my feet. and i was. more than i ever expected to be.

and so now, i plan to enter a relationship with more thought involved. that doesn’t mean i plan to overthink and analyze the romance out of it. i just want both of us to know what we are getting ourselves into and what we expect to put into the relationship.